I have never really had anymore than 1 or 2 TRUE friends! I have had people come and go, more go then stay! Most of the relationships that I have been in have always been one-sided. It was always ME giving, ME putting myself out there. I would drop everything at a moments notice to be there for a "friend" that needed me. BUT when I needed that friend, she was NO where to be found!!!
Even the relationship with my biological father was the same way. I was the one giving and giving and now I have no clue where he is!
I have a wonderful husband, who I don't tell often enough. He was ALWAYS been there for me!! We both give 100% towards our marriage and our relationship. So why do I need anything more? Why do I need a female to be my friend?? I don't!!
I've been through this. I know exactly what you mean!!
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